February 2012
174 posts
Sometimes I wonder if I'm wasting my time.
I want to believe one thing, but then there’s this doubt in the back of my mind that’s telling me to not even try, that I’ll only end up disappointed. Tell me I’m wrong; give me a reason to not doubt.
Since we don't talk anymore,
I read our conversations instead.
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Am I just another back up person to you?
Are you just talking to me because you have no other people to talk to and hanging with me when you have no one else to hang with? I’m not a second option okay.. I’m not going to let someone use me like that whenever you feel like it. Just because I let you get away with you using me before doesn’t mean I will let you get away with it this time, I won’t let you. Next time when you actually need...
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When we don't talk...
that’s when I start to worry. Because normally, when two people talk less, that’s when they start to drift apart.
I don't even know anymore..
I don’t know how to feel anymore. I don’t now what’s gonna happen, I don’t know how you feel.. I just don’t fucking know anymore. All I know is that I miss you, I miss talking to you and I can’t stop thinking about you.. I just want you to stay in my life.
You stopped trying, I lost hope.
I gave up, you didn’t notice. I left, you still didn’t notice. And now that I’m happier without you in my life, you finally notice. Too late, you don’t get a second chance.
I guess it doesn't kill you as much as it kills me...
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I'm glad we don't talk anymore.
I see you leading girls one after another, all you do is flirt. I’m glad I don’t have to go through that anymore. Sure I miss talking to you, but I don’t want to get hurt by you again.
Sometimes it’s easier to pretend you don’t care...
It's not the same anymore.
It’s not the same how it used to be before. We were so close and had so much memories. Now all of a sudden there’s nothing. We don’t talk anymore or hang out at all. I miss that so much. I want it how it used to be. Now its not the same and I can’t change that.
I've been hurt way too many times to go around and...
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You want to know why I stopped talking to you?
Because it hit me that I was just wasting my time. That all those times I thought you honestly cared, but in reality, you were saying the same exact thing to every single chick out there. Do your lines come from a book too? Cause honestly, I don’t believe half the things you say anymore.
A boy's sleepy voice is the sexiest shit ever.
I'll always care, I just don't show it anymore...
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Flirts/players.
Seriously? Funny how you go around flirting with every person you know, and then complaining about how you get hurt and people don’t treat you right. Check yourself. You’re the one who goes around hurting everyone else. What goes around comes around.
I wish you knew what was going through my mind.
In the end, what we regret most are the chances we...
Seems like the one who's always at fault is me.
I hate having 1245789 million of thoughts running...
You sometimes make me feel like I'm just wasting...
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You replaced me?
oh.. ok, that’s cool. Don’t worry about it, I’ll be fine. But don’t you dare come back to me when she replaces you.
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Now tell me, how many girls have you told that to?
I hate the fact that you don't care anymore.
It would be nice to have you back in my life.
I messed up along the way. I said things I shouldn’t have and did things I do regret. But you did too.. I miss you still though. I still think about you everyday, how we use to be cool together, just thinking about ‘us,’ before all that stuff happened.. I know the chances are really low, but I wish you were here in my life again. It may not be the same, but it’s better than nothing.
I always wonder how things would have turned out...
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I didn't wanna get attached,
But I ended up getting attached anyways. I’m trying to distance myself, but I don’t want to be away from you. I don’t want to get hurt again, but I want to talk to you & be around you.
Sometimes I wish I could go back to the little...
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See this is why I hate becoming attached to someone. It’s like each day my feelings grow more and more for that person until to the point where I act as if we’re together. My emotions go on a rage; becoming jealous when I shouldn’t be, disliking every person that talks to them, etc… Funny because they’re clueless of what I’m feeling. It sucks dude. What if feelings aren’t mutual? What now? I...
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I hate how you lead me on.
I hate how I actually thought you were actually interested in talking with me. I hate how you gave me false hopes. I hate how you made me feel special. I hate how you’d give me all these butterflies when we talked. What was I even thinking? Why was I so foolish to fall for you so easily like that? Fuck.
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The way I see it,
You don’t need me. So why should I bother? You’re probably just messing with my feelings anyway. So if you do decide to ignore me, best believe I’m not going to wait for you. Sorry, but I’m done playing these stupid games.
It hurts seeing you've forgotten about me.
I feel like I try too hard.
At times, I just feel like I give in just a little bit too much effort. I’m constantly starting new conversations with you and I’m finding myself missing you. It’s not that I’m clingy or anything, but I think I’m going over the limit to the point that I seem that way. I’m sorry, but I can’t help myself. It’s just that I don’t want to lose you. It’s your fault for being that special to me.
You said brb and you never came back.
If you don’t want to talk, just say so. No need to make up an excuse.
One simple thought can lead into millions.
I can't get over you.
No matter how hard I try, I just can’t. I can’t forget our memories, our conversations. Its like stuck in my head and I can’t get rid of it. I miss you. I miss your voice. Tell me how can you forget me so fast. It have been a long time now and I still can’t get over you. Please tell me how, because I want to..
Is it bad that after all this time I still care...
Do you even care if I stopped talking to you.
Nah it's okay, everyone walks out on me anyway.
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Let's play a game.
I’ll stop talking to you for a while, on purpose of course-and if you realize that I’m gone, then that means you care. If you don’t……then I’ll know where I stand in your life.
Sometimes you gotta care less to see if they'll...
Looking back.
Looking back at our old conversation makes me want to cry. I always wonder what happened or what did I do wrong to have lost you. I wonder why we don’t talk anymore. It’s so saddening just having flashbacks of all the memories and the deep talks. It’s hard just pushing it aside and forgetting about it.
I wasn't lying when I said I cared about you.
Sucks doesn't it?
Realizing that someone who was part of your daily routine, isn’t a part of your life anymore. A person you would always send good morning/goodnight messages to, talk to about your day, make jokes with, hang out with, do all kind of things together.. it’s nothing but a memory now. It sucks how such great times can fade away and there’s nothing you can really do about it.
"I will always be there for you."
It really means, I’m going to be there for you until we stop talking. I mean that’s just the honest truth. We use that line but we never commit to it. It’s just impossible to “always” be there for someone. Something always happens, something always comes up, and as fast as they said those words, they are gone.
“I will always be there for you.”
Barely anyone understands me.
I feel like giving up on everything. I literally feel like I have no one to turn to anymore. I feel like I should just isolate myself but that’s not even going to solve anything. I think I should just keep my mouth shut…
How could you tell someone how you really feel?
if you already feel the rejection even without the words.
I know we stopped talking...
But I didn’t think that meant that we had to ignore each other forever.
I've been feeling like I'm growing further and...
I just wanna start over. Everything